smiles that go miles and laughs that will forever be photographed in my memories.

  I had a choice a small voice in my head telling me that this wasn't a good idea I mean first impressions are everything right ? "nothing that's easy to get is worth having" (easy come easy go) every time I see that or read it I can't help but sing like Bruno mars Cristian Cruz welcome to your blog post. I saw you and knew at that moment that my parents would love you like would want us to get married within the next day because my parents are crazy like that not very crazy but you know parents crazy. you are not that tall but not that short smart ambitious a brown skinned beauty with a slight curse at this moment I can think about 100 things that could have been different like the first one DONT GO TO THE CLUB ON YOUR FIRST DATE! and DONT meet his friends and if you do talk to them! Don't be weird like come on like who does that the first-day yhall met like come on I mean looking back now it's not that bad of an idea like if your friends are a big part of your life why not let them meet a potential plus one? like you all should know now I'm a hopeless romantic like you can be a stranger and look at me and I will be like YES!!! we are meant to be! So going back to the club it was so WEIRD !! like yhall I don't DANCE like I can't dance I honestly think and feel like I'm the only Latina girl with two left feet but like I liked the dude we are vibing or whatever and I had already flexed on him (flexed - Lied to or cancelled) on previous occasions so kinda had to go not really but yes okay so it was on December 10th , 2016 it was fairly early in the night I wanna say it was about 9/10  when he picks me up from my house I remember almost cancelling again because my favorite false lashes didn't wanna stay put, he shows up at my house and I rush out his friends are waiting to pregame it was so intimidating  first off he's studying economics and was in his last year of school and already had an internship with a big company has this amazing  smile that can light up a room and personality like YESSSS !!! BOYYY YESSS ! lol then come to find out his best friend is a GIRL and not just any girl a girl that's in school to be a neurologist! and I'm here like Hi I'm Paul (Paul the weird looking monkey from Nickelodeon) SO the car ride to the pregame was amazing! we like clicked instantly we met online and well he didn't want his friends to know so we made up this lie that I was his church friend everything was going well I guess not as good as it was going in the car but that was kinda my fault well not really but its just like I didn't really have nothing to say nothing  that I can add my two cents in like #sorry can't relate ! so this is when things get a little weird so we get in the car ready to go to the club or whatever and well like it was weird like do I sit in back or do I sit in the front !? like we carpooled with his best friend and apparently, the front seat is hers so we pretty much do whatever his best friend says we go to the club she wanted to go to  and listened to the music she wanted to listen to I remember that we were close and Chris was kinda lost and he's like oh I don't remember do I turn here and she's like oh I can't tell maybe if I was in the front seat I could tell I was like OMG !!! get me out of HHEEERREEE!!!  so we get to the club and I take my wallet left my bag in his car my 400$ BAG ! so we get in and it was WIERD AS HECK ! like I was and felt so out of place!  he like almost completely ignored me and at that point, I just wanted to go home I go to the bathroom and try to talk some sense into myself the rest of his friends arrive shortly after and I blended in with the crowd I DON'T DACE and I felt so uncomfortable at one point I contemplate leaving but liked this guy so much but I just couldn't stay any longer so I send him a text saying that I had an emergency that my friend was gonna come for me (I didn't have a friend coming for me) that I left my purse in his car that it was a good excuse to see me again so I started walking  I remember was I walk out of the door a guy stops me like was it that noticeable that I wasn't having a good time!? he asks me if everything was okay I tell him I jut wasn't having a good night he tells me he hopes my night gets better and to becareful I tell him thank you and walked out of the club and start walking I don' teven know where I THANK THE LORD FOR GOOGLE MAPS !! It's the middle of the night some place in Atlanta with a wallet filled with money I'm a OG (original gangster) I call my best friend and FaceTime him for a while but not long because my phone was dying . So long sotry don't go to the club on your first date !So update from that night He's a nice guy I really wish things would have gone different he graduated !! This year 2017 in May I think he has a girlfriend now so that's good ! And I did get my purse back however I left my favorite book at his house hey good excuse to see him again right ??